This is me - now...

Up until December 11, 2004, I took life for granted. I never really expected to have my life change so abruptly and definietly not so dramatically. On December 11, 2004 I lost my lover, my partner, my bestfriend. I lost my husband...At the mere age of 27, I was now a widow with 4 small children. This is me now. Trying to figure out what I'm supposed to prove and what am I really about. I thought I knew this already but losing him has been one of the biggest challenges I have been faced with...

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I'm passionate. I LOVE TO LAUGH. I'm strong yet emotional. I'm independent yet needy. I'm a dreamer...ALL I EVER DO IS DREAM....I feel it's time to start acting on these dreams and what ifs...It's time for a change.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Top 3

'Suuuuup ya'll? I've been MIA for a couple of days, but i'm back, never fear.....anywho, had an awsome weekend. Went to the Anger Management Concert on Saturday. Took place out here in the IE..(that's inland empire for those who don't know). Saw my baby. Marshall or Eminem, whatever u call him. I know, some of u may not understand the attraction, but he's just FIIIINE in my eyes. I'm attracted to the whole bad boy thing. That's my type: bad asses...love em. Other features that definitely help; tatoos (yummy) and piercings. I'm not toooo much into the pretty boys, i like my man to be tough. I like to feel that my man can kick someone's a$$, not that i want him to be fighting all the time but at least if some sh*t goes down, i know he isn't going to get rocked. No one likes their man to be a b*tch, u know? And before we go on, let me clarify that i DON'T like gangsters...soo tacky. ughh. anywho, the real reason for my post....

At work we started our Top 3 list. We have to choose our top 3 loves (they have to be famous). The rule is that ur number one can't change. He/she has to stay at number one, can't be iffy about ur number one, that would mean they're not ur number one, get it? ok so here's my list....

1) Eminem....**sigh**

2) Maurice Bernard (Sonny from General Hospital)
For an older man, he's just GORGEOUS...

3) Alex Rodriguez...PAPASOTE...

Ok, so i will say that my number 2 and 3 fluxuate (sp?) And sometimes, Collin Farrel sneaks in here. But Em, oh Em, he's always number one. So what about u guys? who's on ur top 3 list?

14 Comments:

Blogger SoozieQ said...

Nice...it seems like u like em' thin? Not stick lindsay thin, but u know - petite, would that be the correct word?

9:02 AM  
Blogger Desiree said...

Yo Soozie!

Cool, you're a maurice fan! I met him! He is even HOTTER in person. I met him at this movie opening. He is soooo sweet. The dimples are gorgeous! I also met michael saucedo, who played Juan before, remember him?

yay, I got to share my sonny story with someone! Oh, so I need to leave a list ha?

3) Jay Hernandez
2) Carlos Beltran
1) Derek Jeter

9:06 AM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

Tannia, Dez:
At least we share the Maurice thing huh. Is he short? I wonder, cuz he's salvi, actually he's 1/2 salvi and 1/2 hondurenio...did u know that huh, huh??? He looks Italian, damn he's fine.

But T, Enrique? I guess?...I can't say anything though, people don't understand the eminem thing w/ me.

11:06 AM  
Blogger Desiree said...

You look so pretty on your profile pic!!

Yeah, he's short dude! He's like my height. I'm 5'4!!

1:27 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

i knew it Dez..i just had a gut feeling about him being short. he's still a hottie though.

thanks for the sweet comment. that was on one of my better days (ha ha). it took me forever to learn how to get a pic on here...and i didn't even do it, my friend did it for me...i'm so lame. ughh.

3:30 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

u know i took that pic like 3 years ago...age has been good to me. LOL...im a dork...i actually wanted to put another one, but i gots to learn how to...consider this a major accomplishment. ha!

3:44 PM  
Blogger Caro said...

CUTE pic.

hehe, i love glamour shots, i had so much fun with mine, they were my sweet sixteen present a few years ago. they turned out so nicely the people at glamour shots thought i was putting together a modeling portfolio. lol! i want to go again, hehe....i'm a loser.

alrriight. so i like my med handsome. i love a man that could really wear a suit. he cant look like a dressed-up little boy, or an offe in a penguin suit...no.....i call them martini men.

now, not all me that i find attractive are necessarily martini men.....like jake gyllenhaal...not exactly a martini man, but i LOVE him. Adam Levine, not a martini man, but HOT..ooooooh, soooo, attractive. i also love topher grace, who i kind of consider a martini man in training....actually i'll throw him him in at three for today, i'm really feeling him today,lol.

3)Topher Grace
2)Chris Noth
1)George Clooney

ooooh, yes....that sounds lovely.

3:53 PM  
Blogger Desiree said...

Chris Noth is hot. I wouldn't do him though. Oh, TMI ha?

4:31 PM  
Blogger Karla said...

Oh soozie i LOVE Emeniem also, i understand about being attracted to him. I love your profile pic. You are too cute chica.

Ok my top three:

3) Jay Hernandez
2) Daddy Yankee
1) The Rock.

Hmm it seems that i am going to have to check this Maurice guy out.

8:59 AM  
Blogger Joanne said...

Ladies - good picks. Maurice is definitely que sexy! Too bad he's got pscyh problems up the wazoo.
And, I'm mad that two other ladies put my #1 down first. But, here's my list:

1) Matthew McConaughey
2) Prince
3) Boris Kodjoe

9:27 AM  
Blogger Desiree said...

Yup. I met Maurice. Yup. Dont hate girls, dont hate.

haha

Hey soozie, theres this dude at this bar we go to called havana house and I SWEAR he looks JUST like colin ferrel and he SO knows it. He's freakin hot, but only like 21. But whatever, we like younger men anyway ha?

3:30 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

No u didn't just go there Dez. LOL. Anyways...what's up? when are we getting together and painting the town? we can go check out these young guys...ha ha. Are we gonna wait for Caro to come to town? Tannia, any suggestions....

3:36 PM  
Blogger Desiree said...

Soozie, LOL you're too funny. Yes I went there, and what?

So, I left you an official invite on Tannias blog for saturday, my bros 21st birthday party at my moms. Supposedly we're havin' a dj. But I have to pay them. dammit. I say supposedly because I might be broke. LOL kidding.

3:50 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

ohh i feel like the popular kid in school...thanks to all the newbies who dropped a line.

Everyone, thanks for the nice comments on my pic...and to think that that's the way i look when i wake up, tee hee, u guys should see me when i actually dress up, i clean up nicely... Imagine that???

8:04 AM  

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