This is me - now...

Up until December 11, 2004, I took life for granted. I never really expected to have my life change so abruptly and definietly not so dramatically. On December 11, 2004 I lost my lover, my partner, my bestfriend. I lost my husband...At the mere age of 27, I was now a widow with 4 small children. This is me now. Trying to figure out what I'm supposed to prove and what am I really about. I thought I knew this already but losing him has been one of the biggest challenges I have been faced with...

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Location: San Bernardino/CA, United States

I'm passionate. I LOVE TO LAUGH. I'm strong yet emotional. I'm independent yet needy. I'm a dreamer...ALL I EVER DO IS DREAM....I feel it's time to start acting on these dreams and what ifs...It's time for a change.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Hello Monday...

Mondays suck...i'm tired...bored...i don't want to be here. ughhhhhh....at least i'm going home in 15 min...i thought i'd blog to kill some time.

Anywho, the weekend was busy. Did the mommy thing and went to a birthday party yesterday. Kids had a blast. It's always cool when ur kids are having fun. I've noticed how far my girls have come. U know they're premies...born at 31 weeks and wieghed 3 pounds each. Tiny little rugrats, they were. Now they're two and are growing like crazy. They're so smart. Its awsome to see them interact w/ eachother. They talk to eachother, i don't know what the hell they're telling eachother, but communicate they do!! Someone gave me a book on Twins and it describes how twins have this thing called twin talk and how they create their own language...i think my girls are doing it cuz i swear to you they ramble and they laugh and u can really tell they understand eachother...its awsome to watch.

Saturday, went to a baptism...was a huge event, it was ur traditional "Mexican-Party" (by the way, i'm not mexican before u ask). The parents went all out got a live mexican - band, had a dj, rented a hall...the works. Pretty cool. HOWEVER...my boys were bored out of their minds. Kept asking "are we leaving yet?" "Its too loud in here" "u said we were leaving" "i don't like the food" "when are we leaving?" Yeah, u can imagine...i was like "NO WE'RE NOT LEAVING...when u see the keys in my hand and u see me walking out, that's when we're leaving"....they still asked.

I was cracking up cuz this was definitely not my scene...the music was not my thing, that's for sure. But i made lemonade out of the lemons we were handed and just went w/ the flow of things. Funniest thing was when the "DJ" played english music for the "kids" and he busted out with Mc Hammer's classic "u cant touch this" added some Vanilla Ice, rocked some T & T music Factory...It was the BOMB....my kids were like, "what's so funny? Are we leaving yet?" I swear, that was the best part of the night. ooohhh, then some guy comes and asks me if i want to dance and my 6 year old just MAD DOGGED him...it was hillarious. My son was like "what did he want?" "why is he asking u to dance?" Gee..u'd think i was sitting w/ my dad for Christ's sake! He's gonna give some poor Joe a hard time...i can tell already.

On happier news - Carlitos comes back tomorrow from his VC...yippy....i'm excited.

Anyways...i'm gonna try and sneak out...i'll catch u guys laters!

8 Comments:

Blogger Jessica R. said...

Isn't everyone in California mexican? JUST KIDDING!!!! only kidding - i was raised in California i know what you mean - everyone ASSUMES you're mexican. Then i moved to AZ and went through the same thing again. Now in NY - no one knows!! I always get asked.
I feel you're pain girl! =)~

11:00 AM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

Az- That's right, i remember u writing about ur nephews once, but i didn't know they were twins...that's awsome...are they identical or pharternal?

Jess- So do u get asked if ur boriqua? and i also saw ur 1/2 salvi like me...well i'm full salvi but born and raised in the US of A...been a Cali girl all my life!

12:27 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

ok correction on the spelling -
FRATERNAL...my bad...

12:30 PM  
Blogger twin said...

as a identical twin me and my brother had the twin thing we talk all the time

9:33 PM  
Blogger Karla said...

Awww, your son is too cute. That had me cracking up i can see this little guy mad dogging this grown man...lol

8:14 AM  
Blogger Desiree said...

Hows it going? How's mr. g? Hows everything??

10:05 AM  
Blogger Jessica R. said...

Update??

10:21 AM  
Blogger Karla said...

Soozie, I hope you are doing ok. I hope to hear from you soon.

9:21 PM  

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