This is me - now...

Up until December 11, 2004, I took life for granted. I never really expected to have my life change so abruptly and definietly not so dramatically. On December 11, 2004 I lost my lover, my partner, my bestfriend. I lost my husband...At the mere age of 27, I was now a widow with 4 small children. This is me now. Trying to figure out what I'm supposed to prove and what am I really about. I thought I knew this already but losing him has been one of the biggest challenges I have been faced with...

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Location: San Bernardino/CA, United States

I'm passionate. I LOVE TO LAUGH. I'm strong yet emotional. I'm independent yet needy. I'm a dreamer...ALL I EVER DO IS DREAM....I feel it's time to start acting on these dreams and what ifs...It's time for a change.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

This is tooo fun!

Ok...so i have to admit that I'm having a ball...this was tooooo easy people. Let me give u the details. Young Mr. G has been on my jock for the last 2 weeks. I'm loving it. He's been calling and calling and text messaging and asking me out and i'm like "ehhh, we'll see ~ i'm busy"...Muahhhahaahhhaaaa....(that's my evil laugh).

So yeah, i started ignoring him. He got back from a mini vacation and was like, "i've missed u, lets hang out" and i was like "i'm busy, sorry" then he calls and i don't answer or if i do i'm like "oh can i call u back" and then i don't.

He sends text messages and i don't answer. So i know he knows somethings up. Cuz now he doesn't stop calling. See when i see him at the studio I act like NOTHING has changed, i'm all smiley and flirty and stuff, so i know i'm throwing him off...oh i love it. My co-workers are saying i'm being too mean. I don't think so, i'm just having fun. They're telling me that i've probably punished him enough for now...and i should give him a second chance???? i dunno peeps, what do u think? i don't trust the little bastard, but he does make me laugh, cuz he's hella funny...but still...my guards up, he f*cked up already...

On another note...i'm a bit depressed. My best friend (ok i've got 3 - but they all serve a different purpose) Jaz, is my oldest friend and she knows me oh so well...we've been through A LOT together and she's sooo awsome, so she's my best freind...Karen is my bestest (is that a word?) friend, in the whole world, cuz she puts up w/ all my bull and she NEVER judges me and she's family, she's my sister in law, i think i treat her better than my brother even, hee hee and she's ALWAYS there for me...me love her very much and then there's Carlos, he's my guy best friend, my partner in crime, he's a dork just like me, we argue fuss and fight and then we're back to normal...he bugs me at work all day...and i do the same to him...) ok so now that u guys are on the up and up...well Carlitos left me for a week...yeah i'm depressed. He took off to Puerto Vallarta for vacation..boooo he sucks for leaving me. I have no one to play w/ now. FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK i will be bugging Karen, she's already warned me to stop running up her cell phone bill and my brother keeps asking her if i have nothing better to do than keep calling his house (what nerve)...and Jaz is busy w/ school in NYC...that heffer left me too...so i'm depressed...

On yet ANOTHER note (i really should be getting back to work but whatever)...i just made a wonderful investment to contribute to the shaping and molding of my figure. Folks i just purchased Carmen Electras Strip to a Fit body workout videos. I love it...my ass, my legs, my arms and my abs are killing me by the way. Its not all about stripping and stuff, there's actually a butt kicking workout part that makes u hurt...so i give it about a month or 2 before i start looking like her (hee hee) and not only that...ONE day some lucky fellow will enjoy and benefit from my learning the art of the lap dance...ha ha ha ...

U guys rock, stay cool and i'll talk to u laters...i'm out!!!

7 Comments:

Blogger Desiree said...

Ok, so now i have to order that carmen electra video.

glad you're having fun girl. thats what lifes about.

2:28 PM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

whats up chica...u ok? email me.

3:41 PM  
Blogger Jessica R. said...

heyy i bought one of her videos - can't remember which one but i just couldn't get into it - i guess i'm more of a taebo girl.
That and walk way the pounds (too easy)

10:11 AM  
Blogger SoozieQ said...

U know what jess..i only bought the 2nd and 4th videos...i didn't think i needed the entire set...they looked repetative.

12:38 PM  
Blogger Caro said...

hehehe....i'm going to go to your house and we'll do carmens' work out together.

i did it with a friend of mine a while back, it's fun. =)

7:33 PM  
Blogger Jonny R. said...

That's an exercise video?! Hmmm... keep on truckin'!

2:22 PM  
Blogger Karla said...

I agree with azrael, Mr G. is getting what he deserves.

I have always want to try out her work out video. It seems like a lot of fun. I hope you buddy Carlos gets back soon and that he brings you a cool gift back since he left you for a whole week.

9:25 PM  

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