All it took was a kiss...
What's up peeps...i'm back, well i don't know for how long, but i thought i would at least drop a line u know. so yeah, i've been worked to death. interviewing people, trying to fill spots, meetings, meetings, meetings, deadlines, reports BLAH BLAH BLAH. i think i actually liked being a pee-on, u don't have to deal w/ all this BULL SH*T....all of a sudden i'm responsible for OTHER people and their work or LACK OF, i have to be the bearer of bad news and i have to answer for all of thier F*CK UPS...gee and i thought i'd be kicking back and bossing people around when i signed up for this...boy was i wrong huh...LOL...its really ok though, i'm just doing some much needed venting..i'll quit now, my staff is awsome, i couldn't have asked for a better crew, i just like to give em' hell when i can...ok so now for the updates...
Mr. G.,oh Mr. G...so people told me, don't u think u've tortured him enough? and i was like..."no" but then they were like, "um, yes u have, lets be nice now, he has made major imporvements" and well he has...so i'm like, "oh all right, i'll be nice, but i'm not promising anything ok" so...there i go being nice and we started talking again, but i still have my gaurd up and now i'm calling the shots right. well next thing we find out is that he's moving. he's gotta move cuz his family bought a house out in Palmdale...now for those of u who are not fellow LA'ers....Palmdale and Fontana are like freaking FAAAAAAAAAAAR from eachother...at least an hour and 45 min drive and that's not even with traffic folks...he was supposed to move out w/ his brother in Fontana but since he'll be leaving to the Marines ANYWAYS...his brother didn't want to pick up the rent slack after Mr. G left so they were forced to go live w/ thier parents...so that means he's gotta go. he's not happy about it, and well i thought i was like "whatever" about it until...it came down to the real deal...so he said his goodbyes on Friday at the studio. Everyone was crying, the instructors, the students...no, not me. though, i will admit that i got really really sad. he's leaving...i'm not going to flirt w/ anyone at the studio anymore. his little fine ass won't be there to make me smile or laugh, i won't be able to tease him anymore..hee hee...so he came up to me gave me a really tight hug, picked me up and twirled me...(i swear it really happened) then kissed me on the cheek. said "i'm gonna miss u the most, u know that right?" so i was like, well that's gotta be a line, i know it is, but u know what....who gives a sh*t...i'll bite...it was really sweet. ok so that's when i was like, "soozie, ur an idiot, the guys leaving and u've been such a b*tch...(hee hee)...and then he walked out....
So yeah it was all dramatic and stuff...but wait, it doesn't end there. he didn't end up going home. he went to one of his friend's house and was kicking it. he called me and asked if we could hang out at least ONE time before he left. well i couldn't really hang out cuz i had to drive to LA Friday night but i told him i could meet up w/ him at least for an hour or so...so yeah, i did. I can't knock him for the fact that he has always been a gentleman...i needed to fill up on gas and he got out and asked if i wanted him to pay for gas? and then he went and filled er' up...now i know its something really small...but that's just it...it's the small stuff u know, like when he opened up MY door and i was driving? who does that? so yeah, you could feel the flirtiness (i know it's not a word, but its my story) in the air and when we got back in the car he was like "damn, ur so beautiful, you could have anyone u want and here u r spending time w/ me. thank you..." i was like "self, u know that was another line right, but DAMN...it was definitely a good one" so then i also said "self, look, this is PROBABLY the last time ur gonna see him, y not enjoy and revel in the adjulation?" so that's what i did...i let it happen. i let it consume me...and boy was it worth it.
Ok...WAIT a MINUTE....don't get all carried away now, it wasn't like we did the nasty (not that i didn't think about it, hee hee) but i controlled myself. so here's what happened. right after he threw the line he leaned in, gently placed his fingers underneath my chin and pulled in for the kiss...(deep ***sigh***) yeah, i just lost my breath remembering it. wow, i swear on everything it was one of the BEST KISSES EVER. look i don't like to knock anyone down but i give credit where credit is due. everyone knows what i'm talking about. some people, u have to LEARN to kiss, u have different kissing styles and its kind of wierd at first but then u guys learn to do it u know...well NOT MR. G folks...little bastard can definitly kiss. ohh and remember i told u about the tounge ring...(sigh, again) yeah, he's got skills, boy does he have skills....i'm in awe, i'm shocked, i'm baffled at how skillful the young man is...then needless to say we sucked face for a while cuz i was in heaven and was like, ok maybe this time he'll be bad, no? ok maybe this time? no...damn, i couldn't get enough...then i thought ok i gotta drop u off cuz this is only making things worst, i'm not gonna sleep w/ u (thought about it - then confirmed it) no i'm not, so i really gotta drop him off. and so i did. we said our final good-byes...he gave me one of those tight hugs again, looked at me and said "promise, u'll be good?" i was like "what?, should't i be telling u that?" and he was like "really, be good ok and keep in touch" i said "of course."
So that was that and then i left, i thought that was one of the sweetest experiences i've had. it was really nice and i enjoyed it..maybe a bit too much but f*ck it, i did. Regrets? only that i could have made out w/ him a long time ago and enjoyed it longer...but other than that...nahh....things happen for a reason. I wonder if he'll keep in touch, i wonder if i'll see him after he comes back from the Marines (cuz he swears he's moving back to Fontana when he gets out of the Marines)...i don't know, we'll just have to wait and see...till then, boy, Friday night will forever be one of those nights that i'll look back on and just sigh and smile. (wink)
Mr. G.,oh Mr. G...so people told me, don't u think u've tortured him enough? and i was like..."no" but then they were like, "um, yes u have, lets be nice now, he has made major imporvements" and well he has...so i'm like, "oh all right, i'll be nice, but i'm not promising anything ok" so...there i go being nice and we started talking again, but i still have my gaurd up and now i'm calling the shots right. well next thing we find out is that he's moving. he's gotta move cuz his family bought a house out in Palmdale...now for those of u who are not fellow LA'ers....Palmdale and Fontana are like freaking FAAAAAAAAAAAR from eachother...at least an hour and 45 min drive and that's not even with traffic folks...he was supposed to move out w/ his brother in Fontana but since he'll be leaving to the Marines ANYWAYS...his brother didn't want to pick up the rent slack after Mr. G left so they were forced to go live w/ thier parents...so that means he's gotta go. he's not happy about it, and well i thought i was like "whatever" about it until...it came down to the real deal...so he said his goodbyes on Friday at the studio. Everyone was crying, the instructors, the students...no, not me. though, i will admit that i got really really sad. he's leaving...i'm not going to flirt w/ anyone at the studio anymore. his little fine ass won't be there to make me smile or laugh, i won't be able to tease him anymore..hee hee...so he came up to me gave me a really tight hug, picked me up and twirled me...(i swear it really happened) then kissed me on the cheek. said "i'm gonna miss u the most, u know that right?" so i was like, well that's gotta be a line, i know it is, but u know what....who gives a sh*t...i'll bite...it was really sweet. ok so that's when i was like, "soozie, ur an idiot, the guys leaving and u've been such a b*tch...(hee hee)...and then he walked out....
So yeah it was all dramatic and stuff...but wait, it doesn't end there. he didn't end up going home. he went to one of his friend's house and was kicking it. he called me and asked if we could hang out at least ONE time before he left. well i couldn't really hang out cuz i had to drive to LA Friday night but i told him i could meet up w/ him at least for an hour or so...so yeah, i did. I can't knock him for the fact that he has always been a gentleman...i needed to fill up on gas and he got out and asked if i wanted him to pay for gas? and then he went and filled er' up...now i know its something really small...but that's just it...it's the small stuff u know, like when he opened up MY door and i was driving? who does that? so yeah, you could feel the flirtiness (i know it's not a word, but its my story) in the air and when we got back in the car he was like "damn, ur so beautiful, you could have anyone u want and here u r spending time w/ me. thank you..." i was like "self, u know that was another line right, but DAMN...it was definitely a good one" so then i also said "self, look, this is PROBABLY the last time ur gonna see him, y not enjoy and revel in the adjulation?" so that's what i did...i let it happen. i let it consume me...and boy was it worth it.
Ok...WAIT a MINUTE....don't get all carried away now, it wasn't like we did the nasty (not that i didn't think about it, hee hee) but i controlled myself. so here's what happened. right after he threw the line he leaned in, gently placed his fingers underneath my chin and pulled in for the kiss...(deep ***sigh***) yeah, i just lost my breath remembering it. wow, i swear on everything it was one of the BEST KISSES EVER. look i don't like to knock anyone down but i give credit where credit is due. everyone knows what i'm talking about. some people, u have to LEARN to kiss, u have different kissing styles and its kind of wierd at first but then u guys learn to do it u know...well NOT MR. G folks...little bastard can definitly kiss. ohh and remember i told u about the tounge ring...(sigh, again) yeah, he's got skills, boy does he have skills....i'm in awe, i'm shocked, i'm baffled at how skillful the young man is...then needless to say we sucked face for a while cuz i was in heaven and was like, ok maybe this time he'll be bad, no? ok maybe this time? no...damn, i couldn't get enough...then i thought ok i gotta drop u off cuz this is only making things worst, i'm not gonna sleep w/ u (thought about it - then confirmed it) no i'm not, so i really gotta drop him off. and so i did. we said our final good-byes...he gave me one of those tight hugs again, looked at me and said "promise, u'll be good?" i was like "what?, should't i be telling u that?" and he was like "really, be good ok and keep in touch" i said "of course."
So that was that and then i left, i thought that was one of the sweetest experiences i've had. it was really nice and i enjoyed it..maybe a bit too much but f*ck it, i did. Regrets? only that i could have made out w/ him a long time ago and enjoyed it longer...but other than that...nahh....things happen for a reason. I wonder if he'll keep in touch, i wonder if i'll see him after he comes back from the Marines (cuz he swears he's moving back to Fontana when he gets out of the Marines)...i don't know, we'll just have to wait and see...till then, boy, Friday night will forever be one of those nights that i'll look back on and just sigh and smile. (wink)
posted by SoozieQ | Monday, October 03, 2005
3 Comments:
Damn, its about time you freakin' update this damn blog. Thought you were MIA!
So sounds nice! Glad you finally gave in a little. See, it wasn't that bad, now was it?
Hope everything else is going well in your life. :)
SOOZIE!!!!! it is so good to see you update. Girl i was cracking up when you were talking about you staff, i know how you feel...lol.
Awww how cute. *sight* is right.
Sounds like heaven. The kissing that is. Always a good thing. And, sounds like it was just perfect like it needed to be. Any more might have ruined the whole "experience". Y'know?
Glad to see you finally updated! We've been missing the updates!
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