One Month?
Alright...here it is. Things are not as they seemed or at least how i had thought they would be....It seems that Mr. G will be sticking around for bit longer. Hmm? Ok, so his mother decided (at the last minute) that she didn't want the model home she had originally set her sights on. It seems that there are bigger and better homes for her to marvell at. Which is all fine and dandy, girl are allowed to change their minds...BUT that just means that she has ruined my "good-bye" moment. Let me explain.
The woman has decided to back out of her first choice and purchase another home, which means, yes they have to move out ASAP cuz the home they live in now has already been purchased by someone else, however their NEW house won't be ready for a month! A month people! That sort of means that they're homeless for the time being. However, a kind family friend has opened his doors to Mr. G's family and they'll be crashing there for a bit. Oh but wait, not Mr.G... Mr. G will be crashing w/ one of his buds, who just happens to live DOWN THE FREAKIN STREET FROM MY HOUSE...hmmm? Can u see where this is headed....
Ok, so in a way I was happy, u know, the whole kiss thing threw me for a loop, quite enjoyable, BUT i had made my peaces w/ the whole situation. I had laid it to rest. U know it was all fun and games, he managed to piss me off in the beginning, i was a b*tch for a while, then when i gave in, it was surprisingly WONDERFUL and i was ready to just let it go...move on...keep on truckin...then he busts the "oh, guess what? I'm not moving yet, I'll be here for another month!" what????????? wait....this wasn't the plan...ur supposed to leave. i'm supposed to revel in the (one) awsome memory i have of u and just be like whatever....but now he's not leaving. so what is the problem u ask? the problem is...what happens now? He hasn't stopped calling me. Things seem to be going the same, EXCEPT for the fact that we had "a moment." ok so some of u r like..."oh, soozie, ur sooo silly, it was only a kiss," yeah, it was but things happen after "a kiss", especially after one like that. I should know...
So i'm wondering where do we go from here. Do i enjoy him for the month? Should i just be like "F*CK IT" it's only a month, I should enjoy him while he's still here? Or should i stick to my ~ goodbye? Not so surprisingly, i've seen him again after "the kiss" and he went "shopping" w/ me. It was cute. We went to Target...how romantic huh? LOL. he's a sweetie though, didn't let me reach for stuff, loaded the stuff onto the cart for me, loaded it into my car, AGAIN opened MY DOOR and I'm the one driving (I can't get over that) and then when i dropped him off, YES we made out again...ohhhh those lips...anywho...yeah...i see a pattern here...
U know, we've never had that "date" we were supposed to go on and he's been throwing that suggestion around and I just "seem" to be busy all the time, or so i MAKE it that way.... my buds at work say i should just go already...i dunno people...what do u think? do i leave well enough alone or just go for it? questions,questions??? ughhhhhh...and let me know cuz we're down to 29 days...LOL...just kidding...
The woman has decided to back out of her first choice and purchase another home, which means, yes they have to move out ASAP cuz the home they live in now has already been purchased by someone else, however their NEW house won't be ready for a month! A month people! That sort of means that they're homeless for the time being. However, a kind family friend has opened his doors to Mr. G's family and they'll be crashing there for a bit. Oh but wait, not Mr.G... Mr. G will be crashing w/ one of his buds, who just happens to live DOWN THE FREAKIN STREET FROM MY HOUSE...hmmm? Can u see where this is headed....
Ok, so in a way I was happy, u know, the whole kiss thing threw me for a loop, quite enjoyable, BUT i had made my peaces w/ the whole situation. I had laid it to rest. U know it was all fun and games, he managed to piss me off in the beginning, i was a b*tch for a while, then when i gave in, it was surprisingly WONDERFUL and i was ready to just let it go...move on...keep on truckin...then he busts the "oh, guess what? I'm not moving yet, I'll be here for another month!" what????????? wait....this wasn't the plan...ur supposed to leave. i'm supposed to revel in the (one) awsome memory i have of u and just be like whatever....but now he's not leaving. so what is the problem u ask? the problem is...what happens now? He hasn't stopped calling me. Things seem to be going the same, EXCEPT for the fact that we had "a moment." ok so some of u r like..."oh, soozie, ur sooo silly, it was only a kiss," yeah, it was but things happen after "a kiss", especially after one like that. I should know...
So i'm wondering where do we go from here. Do i enjoy him for the month? Should i just be like "F*CK IT" it's only a month, I should enjoy him while he's still here? Or should i stick to my ~ goodbye? Not so surprisingly, i've seen him again after "the kiss" and he went "shopping" w/ me. It was cute. We went to Target...how romantic huh? LOL. he's a sweetie though, didn't let me reach for stuff, loaded the stuff onto the cart for me, loaded it into my car, AGAIN opened MY DOOR and I'm the one driving (I can't get over that) and then when i dropped him off, YES we made out again...ohhhh those lips...anywho...yeah...i see a pattern here...
U know, we've never had that "date" we were supposed to go on and he's been throwing that suggestion around and I just "seem" to be busy all the time, or so i MAKE it that way.... my buds at work say i should just go already...i dunno people...what do u think? do i leave well enough alone or just go for it? questions,questions??? ughhhhhh...and let me know cuz we're down to 29 days...LOL...just kidding...
posted by SoozieQ | Thursday, October 06, 2005
4 Comments:
WTF is Mr. G doing he was suppose to be gone by now....lol. ay i don't know chica. I say go with your gut.
Hmmm if you can keep things platonic - do that!! The last thing you want is to develop feelings for a guy who's not going to stick around (and has to live w/ his mama) You're a woman already that's not something you need right? For the sake of your emotions - don't let things go further than the kiss...cuz if the kiss is that good - then you might get sprung off more.
enjoy while he's stil around.
things will get muddled, btu the key there is "enjoy".
love you.
sorry i havent been around, but i'm back, chica!!
I say enjoy it while you can as well. Good luck not getting caught up though. I didn't think it would happen with me, but it sure as hell did!
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