Hey blogger buddies. Yes, its me, the stranger. I know, i've been MIA, but geez its been a crazy month....yes i saw that i haven't posted in a MONTH....whats up w/ that? Well i've been busy (haven't we all?) and I, like many am going thru my "i'm not interesting" phase. I just feel like i've nothing "interesting" to write about. I'm at a loss for words...i need a muse! That's what i've come up w/. I need inspiration.
Thank you to all my buds that were worried about me, but i'm ok. Let me fill u in on some personal stuff (well not too personal, ~wink, ~wink, *nudge, *nudge). Before u ask, yes Mr. G is still in the picture. He's such a sweetheart. We've been hanging out a lot lately. U know, movies, mc donalds, mo-mo...Ehhhhhh, just kidding....what kind of girl do u think i am???? well ok i may have done that back in the day but not anymore, no sir, i have standards now...but really, lets stay focused here...ok so we've been hanging out and its cool, cuz its the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE that i've not become attached to someone (or so i would like to believe). Let me tell u a bit about myself. I always "dated" guys who were boyfriend material. I didn't mess w/u unless i thought u were a keeper.None of this hooking up or dating stuff. And let me also say that since the young age of 14 (when i started dating) i've never been single... Yeah, NEVER. I was always the girl w/ a boyfriend or at least had em' lined up if i needed one. And they were long relationships, i think the shortest time w/ a guy was 8 months or something....anywho, I've always been "taken care of or spoken for." So I don't really know what it means to do the whole casual dating thing. I always given 110% of myself when in a relationship, so Mr. G would be the first guy who i'm not thinking "commitment" or "boyfriend" or "in-love". Don't get me wrong, i could totally fall for him. He's awsome, but i have to keep in mind that A) he's really young and there's a WHOLE world of adventure waiting for him in the future. B) he's moving! C) If he wasn't moving, he's still leaving to the Marines! so you see, i can't become attached. I won't allow it!
I want to say that he did mess things up by staying and not leaving when he was SUPPOSED to have left. I did my whole goodbye thing and now that i like him a tad bit more, its going to be really hard to say goodbye. So that's why i don't want to get attached, that's why i'm playing it safe and oddly keeping him at arms length...he knows it too. We had one conversation about it and dropped it. We're just going to have fun as long as we're together. We're going to not think about it and just kick it!
PS: Yeah, don't tell anyone, but i'm going to miss him...ughhhh, why did he have to be soooo damn cute!
Thank you to all my buds that were worried about me, but i'm ok. Let me fill u in on some personal stuff (well not too personal, ~wink, ~wink, *nudge, *nudge). Before u ask, yes Mr. G is still in the picture. He's such a sweetheart. We've been hanging out a lot lately. U know, movies, mc donalds, mo-mo...Ehhhhhh, just kidding....what kind of girl do u think i am???? well ok i may have done that back in the day but not anymore, no sir, i have standards now...but really, lets stay focused here...ok so we've been hanging out and its cool, cuz its the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE that i've not become attached to someone (or so i would like to believe). Let me tell u a bit about myself. I always "dated" guys who were boyfriend material. I didn't mess w/u unless i thought u were a keeper.None of this hooking up or dating stuff. And let me also say that since the young age of 14 (when i started dating) i've never been single... Yeah, NEVER. I was always the girl w/ a boyfriend or at least had em' lined up if i needed one. And they were long relationships, i think the shortest time w/ a guy was 8 months or something....anywho, I've always been "taken care of or spoken for." So I don't really know what it means to do the whole casual dating thing. I always given 110% of myself when in a relationship, so Mr. G would be the first guy who i'm not thinking "commitment" or "boyfriend" or "in-love". Don't get me wrong, i could totally fall for him. He's awsome, but i have to keep in mind that A) he's really young and there's a WHOLE world of adventure waiting for him in the future. B) he's moving! C) If he wasn't moving, he's still leaving to the Marines! so you see, i can't become attached. I won't allow it!
I want to say that he did mess things up by staying and not leaving when he was SUPPOSED to have left. I did my whole goodbye thing and now that i like him a tad bit more, its going to be really hard to say goodbye. So that's why i don't want to get attached, that's why i'm playing it safe and oddly keeping him at arms length...he knows it too. We had one conversation about it and dropped it. We're just going to have fun as long as we're together. We're going to not think about it and just kick it!
PS: Yeah, don't tell anyone, but i'm going to miss him...ughhhh, why did he have to be soooo damn cute!
posted by SoozieQ | Wednesday, November 16, 2005
2 Comments:
i miisssssed youuu.
you know what would make you're life interesting?
HAVING A BLOGGER CHICA GET-TOGETHER!!!!!
; )
i'm glad you're having fun with mr. g, keep up the fun, smiles are wonderful.
SOOOZZZZIIIIEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your back! Yay, i missed you chica. I am glad to hear that things are going well and that you are still having fun with Mr. G.
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