Happy Singles Awareness Day...
I'm happy for all of u that are lucky enough to have someone special today. Good for you. Currently I'm in a place where i'm learning to be "alone" (ewww). This is a time where i need to concentrate on me and on being "single" (ewww)...sorry , i've told u guys the whole ~ "ever since i started dating, i've never been single" story so bare w/ me. Thanks...
Its not my first Singles Awareness day, I was single last year, but u can imagine that it was not a happy day. Well neither is today but i'm better now. I can handle my "situation" better and am coping w/ my baby being in heaven now.
Anywhoooooooo...so some of u may be wondering "Gee Soozie, what happened to Mr. G? Isn't he ur Valentine?" Umm, No he isnt. He went away...far far away...yes he finally left. Crazy huh...he left about a month ago. We never really had another "good-bye" like the first one. Which is cool, cuz that moment couldn't be duplicated nor would i want it to be. It was a short and expected parting actually. We actually never said "good-bye" it was more like, I'll be back next weekend ok. I'll call u. And he did. We "kept" in touch for a bit and slowly our conversations have dwindled. He started working out in Palmdale and well its not as easy to get down here when ur working weekends too. I mean i knew this was going to happen, its just wierd u know. I haven't spoke to him in over a week. And honestly i don't see him calling me. I called him yesterday and just told him i was checking on him to see if he's alright? And then i kinda said for him not to bother calling me back, that I was cool and hopefully he was too. If he needs me i'll be here but right now i'm gonna just walk away. Haven't heard from him yet and actually i hope i don't.
Its just that i'm already mentally parting w/ him and i don't want to do this whole long distance relationship thing. I mean we're not in a "relationship" per say but u know what i mean....i'm just not trying to be allllll attached to him and then BAM he drops me like whatever....nope, not trying to get hurt and it seems like that's where this is headed so i'm bowing out gracefully right now.
But anyways being single isn't soooo bad right? I'm sure its got its UPS? I'll let u know what they are when i find out too....
Hugs and Kisses to all my singles....Pats on the backs to all my couples. All in all, hope everyone enjoys the day...Now excuse me while i go jump off the 8th floor. Laters...


8 Comments:
Happy Singles Awareness Day Suz :) Good post today! Maybe you saved up all your creativity because you never freakin' update :P.
Yeah buddy, we should get together again soon! I'm always free now, so let me know when you people are. I have my freakin' apartment in Chino now. Now I have to be all quiet all the time, because I'm scared the neighbors will complain. I also have to hear my neighbors do it at night, as if I wanna hear that. GROSS!
Hasta luego!! Have a lovely evening :)
I'll drink to that post! Single for 3 years now and each year it's gotten better. There are good things to being single, but some crazy reason, none come to mind at this moment! But they are there!!!
Des - for sure girl we'll get together soon hopefully. Eww and the neighbors??? Don't they know they shouldn't eat in front of the hungry???
Suzette - Ok...so i'll be waiting for the "good reasons" LOL... thanks for dropping a line.
Hey Woman - glad to see a new post!!
Happy singles awareness day to you though. Although I do have a "boo" I always think about being single...and it would be great..atleast there would be great aspects in my life - like not having to cook for him and being able to eat all the mexican I want (since he doesn't like it). Men are a lot of trouble. If you find the right one then the trouble is worth it...I dont know you well but you sound amazing and you will find an equally amazing man when the time is right. God will send you one.
Take Care woman and DON'T JUMP!!
Glad you updated!
I like that...single awareness day!
Sounds like you have endured a lot...keep up the positive outlook.
Have fun when you start dating again!
Happy Singles Awareness Day! i know i am later with this comment.
When you find more of those good reason for being single let me know....lol.
singles awarness day, hurrah!
let's meet up again, i might even talk! ;)
heaaaarts.
Happy belated single awareness day!! I haven't been single for the last 7 years, but might as well have been; and I got used to it. That day I was really mad at my husband... but had to be nice to him.
Lui
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